my deepest apologies =)

i have been experiencing some technical difficulties with my laptop so i haven't been blogging all summer. "i'm sawwy" as omar would say lol. but i promise that once school starts, i will be back on my grind and blogging as usual.

love you guys! *muah*

more bold than beautiful =/

lately I have been listening to nothing but mj tracks because his music just completely captivates me. the beat is amazing. the instrumental just makes you wanna dance and snap and rock from side to side. i subconsciously do it every time i hear his voice. there's something about a real artist that i truly enjoy. however, when i do decide to take a break from my mj history album, i am somewhat annoyed. the first time i heard the song 'wet' by twista i was so unbelievably disgusted and uncomfortable that i didn't even want to listen. so much for mystery. and when i change the channel i hear 'birthday sex' (which i never really liked to begin with). oh and when i change the channel again, i hear 'every girl'. now don't get me wrong ; i listen to my set of raunchy music every now and then but what ever happened to REAL music. REAL lyrics. REAL love songs. REAL beats. REAL singers. back in the day, my parents listened to songs like 'let's get it on' by marvin gaye which could be placed in a sexual category but the beat, the lyrics and his voice are smooth and rich. whereas now and days we have no problem with making a record saying that 'i wanna f*ck you. we don't have to be in love. its whatever. spread your legs. suck my...' well, you get the point. but i would die for some dru hill or boyz II men. the kind of songs that are actual love songs. but of course my generation doesn't believe in love so there goes that idea.

Break Up

why is mario bald ? idk but i actually enjoy this video. good look for my hometown : )

foolish.

lately i have been questioning the meaning of friendship.
i think that often we want to be popular. we want to be that "it" girl or guy that everybody knows and wants to know. but is it not enough to have a few best friends and have a couple of GOOD friends and then leave everybody else to be labeled an associate ? that's good enough for me.
by now, we should know when someone is using us or being genuine. we should be able to tell the difference between someone who is plastic and someone who has substance and can contribute to our lives. but for those of us who can't figure these things out . . .

june 30, 2009

birthdays was the worst days, now we sip champagne...you get the drift =]